aw man. i feel AWFUL rite now. i just came back from math tuition, and i almost CRIED THERE!! i cant understand algebra. and the teacher's nice-ness only made me feel more like a failure. I FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT. my algebra is so horrible!!! die die die die. man. and today i oso had debate. and we were doing a mock debate n i was the THIRD SPEAKER. i was supposed to rebut all the other ppl(in real debates there are only THREE people) so i had absolutely NO POINTS. unfortunately, i could not find ANY points of rebuttal in the other team's speech which my other teammates have not covered. so i froze. IN FRONT OF MY COACH. and i spoke for 2 min when i had a 6 min speech. actually the real time is 3 min, but i spent 1 min wondering wat to say. i was so EMBARRASSED.wat could i do?? it was damn horrible. and my coach was quite upset . he asked wat was rong with me! i dont noe la. i feel so bad. today is JUST SO TIRING. and i have debate training tomoro. hai. dont feel like going. i just want to lie down, and dont wake up! and my thighs still hurt from running. i didnt stretch enuf. gosh. my cousin is staying over todae. HE IS SO CUTE.oh well. i dont noe wats rong wif me today. im just feeling all WRONG. i just feel ultra crappy today. weird, i never woke up feeling blue b4 when i was younger lor. only when i came to sec school. mayb its becos i m growin older. ANOTHER REASON Y I DONT WANT TO GROW UP!! grah. i shld have went to some crappy neighbourhood school la. at least i would be less stressed out there. better than here.wah.
The Ugly Ducky.