I simply dont get it. why must these things always happen to me? my grandma's b'day just now. it ended terribly. my uncle got drunk. he took my dog. he beat it up. he held it by its neck and dipped it in my pond. i got angry. i asked him to give it back.that drunkard refused. i flared. i snatched the dog.i ran. that drunkard got angry. he screamed and raved about how rude i was. puh-leese, i dont give a damn abt wat u think. my mum got angry. told me to say sorry. i did. obviously not in a nice way. i only did it cos his wife and kids were there. he got angry and started raving abt how he would not say sorry to me. U NOE WAT? I DONT FREAKIN CARE. mum got angry wif me after he left.said that it was all my faultto have put my aunt in a spot. becos my uncle might hit her. and my cousins. i didnt want this. i didnt want this at all. i hate myself. but im not regretting for doing wat i did. i only wish i did it better. i love my cousins. i love my aunt. i love them so much. so much. why? why? im such a dumbass.
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